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is it an absence of passion or a sense of freedom?

I recently stumbled on this video music performance from Jon Bellion.

I immediately got the warm, fuzzy feeling that happens when you see people who truly enjoy what they're doing. I genuinely wish I could find something that I enjoy doing as much as these performers are enjoying this.

I've always hated the quote "find something you love and you'll never work a day in your life". I think the trendy word for it now is 'obsession' - find your 'obsession' and monetise it.

I hate it because you can (and likely will) spend a lifetime trying to find that thing and for some people, they find what they love while working at something they originally didn't like (but do well at).

If I stop and think about it, it's the sense of freedom those people have, when I watch that video, the performers look free... Completely engrossed in the music, the performance and the enjoyment.

It's the same with anything that a person is truly passionate about, they have a sense of freedom and excitement about it that you can't fake.

It's hypnotic.

If I had a wish for 2026, it would be to find something that could consume me like that.

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